Mixed feelings. Academically it’s a strange feeling. I’m finishing the Uni year which is a rewarding feeling, however the looming titanic challenge of exams has made itself known and I am scared shitless. Assessments are the one thing I haven’t done for a whole year and it’s a huge source of stress for me. I still have outstanding essays to do and I feel extremely overwhelmed. Revision starts as soon as this essay ends and alas there really is no rest for the weary. I agree with my psychiatrist when I say that I don’t believe my mood affects my work, I take pride in my work even when I’m feeling bad, however it doesn’t exactly help to have this stress looming over me like a monster behind my bedroom door ready to maul me. I realise this post isn’t exactly about my day, but I like to think of it as where my mind flutters on different days, and a showcase of just how many problems I have.