I’m scared. I’m intensely scared of losing someone. I don’t know what they think of me and I’m hoping that telling this blog and not them will trigger the universe into helping me. I’m really broken up about this person and I’m in limbo thinking about them. I want them to like me and I want us to have a deep connection. I can only hope that it clicks once again, I hope whatever is running the universe can help me. I’ll beg to whoever it takes. Wow I sound pathetic today. Strange day overall, full of insurmountable stress.