It’s funny because I’m writing this in a club, drunk off my tits so please excuse the poor vernacular. I don’t feel very good. I feel hopeless, my lack of social skills is clear to me now and it’s going to take a little while to get over this. I feel like shit I can’t lie, I feel invisible. I genuinely feel like no one can see me. I’m jealous of everyone around me because their lives are so much better than mine, but I have no one to blame but myself. I’m an awful human being holy shit. I hate myself. I hate being myself so much. Something is wrong with me that makes me a people repellant. I feel awful. I might honestly cry but I’m in public. Fuck that