I’ve giving up making this daily, which i suppose makes the admittedly shit title obsolete. I’ve been extremely lonely for the past few days/weeks and tried to fill the void with as many things as possible, with varying degrees of success. But nothing has actually had a lasting impact. But alas I keep fighting, clearly not very well but I’m taking each day as it comes. My work has been fine and I’ve kept up with what I’ve needed to get done each day. I just want to keep going and let life push me along. Life is taking it’s sweet ass time but fate knows what it wants for me. I can’t fathom what the design of the universe has planned for me but I remain ‘hopeful’. I say ‘hopeful’ because I’m not sure whether I believe that anything good will happen in the next couple weeks. But we’ll see. I’m not a betting man after all.