If I included all of the dates I had missed the title would be as long as lord of the rings. My constant struggle with procrastination is a pain of mine that I need to work through. I took the initiative by making this post. I’ve been engrossed in both games and work. I have a lot of work to do now, and it’s going to be a slog. There is a long road ahead and the trek will be tiresome but I think I’m ready for it. I think what my life is missing is passion. I need an injection of energy and enthusiasm in my life and I’m not sure where to get it. I’m trying to make it myself but you can’t force this stuff. I’m just going to firm my work until it comes. I feel like I have no direction, I hate waiting for life to deal me a decent hand or give me a gift of fate. But it’s my only option.