Today was frustration incarnate. People don’t understand what it’s like to be me, I guess that was a motivation behind writing this. The truth is I don’t know what people think of me but something I absolutely know is that I’m not lazy. A seminar leader of mine happens to believe so and expressed such in a rude email. That, coupled with a slow day at the office of socialisation made for an irritating day. Money becomes more of a worry as it slowly drains from my bank. But I’ve learned a lot. I’ve learned a lot about myself and others in these past few days. I still have a long way to go but the clarity about my actions has excited me. I’ve not done anything awful, but little behaviour changes need to be made for me to be a better person. I’m not normal, I know that for sure, but I want to change, and it won’t happen overnight, but fate will find a way. It brings me relative peace to find hope in such a frustrating day.